im starting to believe that i exist in multiple dimensions, that there are many "me's" running about the universe that all seem to connect in this instance known as my body.
i know this sounds weird, but take a moment and hear me out...
i teach by profession, and while teaching is a challenging venture, its not the most "intellectually stimulating" profession in the world... the main focus is just managing the classroom, keeping the kids from killing each other... there are points in the day where i find myself miles away from myself, lost in thought, or lost in non-conscious action. ive traveled to lunches with friends and had conversations that i could have SWORN were real.
ok, im done with the crazy talk... back to the tangible reality that is before my eyes right now...
summer school has proven to be more of a joke than the regular school year... it would be a logical conclusion to think that the kids here would be actively trying to pass, seeing as though they a) want to graduate on time and b) don't want to lose out on any electives by taking the class again in the fall. but taking into consideration that for most of these kids this is the 3rd time they have taken this course, its pretty reasonable to not see stellar performances.
one of the reasons i find it hard to focus i feel has just a little to do with the changes taking place this summer... some of which i will discuss, the rest ill keep to myself...
but in due time...
for now, i must go... i am lacking in more to say...
"Too much love for self leaves no room in the heart for others..." -me
i know this sounds weird, but take a moment and hear me out...
i teach by profession, and while teaching is a challenging venture, its not the most "intellectually stimulating" profession in the world... the main focus is just managing the classroom, keeping the kids from killing each other... there are points in the day where i find myself miles away from myself, lost in thought, or lost in non-conscious action. ive traveled to lunches with friends and had conversations that i could have SWORN were real.
ok, im done with the crazy talk... back to the tangible reality that is before my eyes right now...
summer school has proven to be more of a joke than the regular school year... it would be a logical conclusion to think that the kids here would be actively trying to pass, seeing as though they a) want to graduate on time and b) don't want to lose out on any electives by taking the class again in the fall. but taking into consideration that for most of these kids this is the 3rd time they have taken this course, its pretty reasonable to not see stellar performances.
one of the reasons i find it hard to focus i feel has just a little to do with the changes taking place this summer... some of which i will discuss, the rest ill keep to myself...
but in due time...
for now, i must go... i am lacking in more to say...
"Too much love for self leaves no room in the heart for others..." -me
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